oh life...

i'm so full of bad decisions lately...
i don't know why i am living the end of this year so recklessly...

i think in my mind i feel like i need a change in my life but it's evident that i don't know how to accomplish that without some sort of chaos.
typical me...

i know certain things about myself and i know how to stop certain problems before they start...but i still get stuck in the same circles, the same stories with the same endings...

sometimes moving forward doesn't always mean you are choosing the right direction

moving on...